ME!!!!
Yes, it`s my birthday today and guess what... my "boyfriend" send me an EMAIL stating that he is breaking up with me!!! Talk about fantastic timing!!!! Do I deserve such a treatment? Definitely not! Yes i am heartbroken... but feeling sorry for myself won`t get me anywhere... i`m not saying that I`m happy and fine about the situation... Truthfully it`s the WORST thing that someone I love could do to me....
Well, I cried a lot yesterday, enough to fill the great lakes altogether... I went to work, talked to my psychologist (i`ve been going there a couple of times now to help me deal with everything going on in my life: the demons of my "ex"-bf, problems with my house (pyrite), stress at work etc..) I don`t want to go down... I want to be HAPPY!!! and I deserve to be HAPPY!
Today, I took the day off, changed my relationship status on facebook to ... single... yark... but hopefully someday, true love will come my way exempt of demons & problems... it was good to get all the birthday wishes on my wall... it really helps me go through my day...
Still, send me all the positive vibes I can get cause I truly believed in what Mr. Casino told me about "our" future together (getting married, living together, adopting my son, trying for another baby, etc) Well, I still wish him to be happy and alcohol free... but I hate the fact that he ended our relationship on my birthday... this is really painful & heartless... anyway, don`t wanna ruin my day over this.
Adam Lambert! Yes, I bought his album "For your entertainment" and I just love it! It gives me the energy to go through my day!!! I`ve just recently discovered him...cause his song was playing on the radio...
I`ll post a video of him here...
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Well, take care.... Like Glambert would say: It messed me up, need a second to breathe....
On that, send me positive vibes... I need it to feel good, to heal fast from this disaster...
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Bonne fête mademoiselle :) xx
Merci! :) Ca me fait du bien de recevoir ton souhait de fête! :-)
Men. Well, if he is using alcohol, he is impaired and not making healthy choices. It is way too difficult to make a life with someone who uses drugs or alcohol to cope. It is painful to go through such a loss. I am sure your friends and family will be there for you to help you through, not to mention your therapist! Sending you much love and positive vibes!
Happy Belated Birthday, Meredith!!! What kind of person would break up with someone on their birthday??? I'm sending you positive vibes to meet someone better than that!!!
@ Blue & Lynn : Thank you very much for your comments, wished & positive vibes... I have good days and less good days... Trying to focus on the positive aspects... Easier said than done but still... i`m working on myself...
hey, found ur blog...
well I would jus say don't worry .. n be happy b'coz no1 has the right to make u said on your birthday or infact on any-other day.
ta.
Pumpkin! I am so sorry I missed your birthday! Happy 21st! As for asshattery that is man, if it would help I would be MORE than happy to send my boy toy to you, granted he has a lot of wear and tear and quite frankly I don't know why you would want him...punching bag? blow up doll? Let me know sista - I will shove a stamp up his....well you get the picture....things will get better, you and your favorite boy deserve better and it will come, don't give up!!!
@ me: Thank you for your wish & comments.... you made me laugh with the punching bag!!! I never thought I`d be 21 again! ;)
I`m taking care of myself & my son!
I`m taking it one day at the time... How are things with you? How`s your jeep?
@ Shikha Thanks for your comments! I appreciate it!
Well, let me send you some real positive vibes from the other side of Atlantic ocean. I have plenty of good vibes and I often don't know what to do with...
;-))
Best regards.
@ Shaton : Well i`ll accept your good vibes with real pleasure! Merci de me lire et je vais regarder ton blog aussi!
:)
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