Gone fishing!

Hello! Tomorrow morning @ 5 am , i`ll hit the road: direction Fairhaven, USA! Yes, i`m going with my son for a few days to visit my friend... So, hopefully i`ll hit the beach under the hot hot sun! yes sir!!! Also, we`re going fishing near Cape Cod on Sunday on a private boat!!! Should be interesting!

I need to just lay on the beach, checking the ocean and the waves... Let go of my "problems" you know what I mean... Well , about that i am doing much better now! Yes!!! I am healing from my heartache... FINALLY!!! Well, i still have some feelings about him... from time to time he pops in my mind... but what can I do? He decided to go his way... destination unknown... My son is still talking about him... I let him express his feelings... Sometimes, i don`t understand why all of this happened....why he came back into my life and hurt me this way... make false promises about a happy loving relationship...(moving in together, getting married, adopting my son, etc...) Well, i guess i`ll never truly know... unfortunately. sad.

I`m finally falling asleep without sleeping aids... i even started to remember my dreams when i wake up... I don`t feel that huge pain anymore... Thank God!!!

Talking about dreams, another sign that i am getting better, is that i`m starting to dream about meeting someone new... That feels good! Even though i don`t know when love will come knocking at my door....

Last dream i had was about Damian Kulash from Ok Go... beats me why i had a dream about him... maybe i have a soft spot for him... I like his look, his songs... (This too shall pass). Like last year when i started to have a soft spot for Nick Hodgson and feel like a teenager again... Anyway i doubt that i will bump into one of them! lol! Nonetheless it feels good not to think about Mr. Casino...

I started work after 3 weeks of vacation... i like it... of course i don`t see all the job opening i could`ve gotten if i had moved there... but we never know what can happen... positive thinking!!! As long as i`m making enough money to send my son to private school....

So, for no particular reasons, i`m posting pictures about Fairhaven, Damian and Nick... all of them taken from google...

See you back next week!!! Take care you all!!! :)