1 fois c`est bien mais 2 c`est mieux...

L`autre soir, espèrant dormir... je fût prise (encore)d' insomnie... alors j`ouvre ma minuscule tv 13 pces dans ma chambre et c`est une reprise des Invincibles qui passe à radio-canada... alors j`ai eu droit à l`avant dernière et la dernière émission de la série... ah! que d`émotion que de revoir Carlos, Remi (pas de é), P-A et Steve faire les zoufs devant leurs "blondes"... ou plutôt ex-blondes....

ah, revoir Steve faire sa "déclaration" et elle d`espèrer qu`il l`aime... mais non, il aime bien coucher avec des mecs des fois de temps en temps... ouch! P-A avec ses compères du Cap-Haitiens "j`m`en va en Haiti pour être une bonne personne..." (pour faire bonne impression)... Remi pas de é qui s`enligne pour l`université... "You don`t choose Rock & Roll, Rock&Roll chooses you.... Pis la plus touchante Line-la-pas-fine qui de son amour inconditionnelle pour Carlos lui dit: " Je m`excuse, mais on n`était pas supposé se marier ailleurs, avoir des enfants (ailleurs) pis se marier ensemble..." http://
(je la comprend tellement dans cette scène là...et ça me fait encore terriblement mal...je ne crois pas que la douleur disparaîtra complètement bien que je le souhaite de tout mon coeur...)

etc... Même M. Boisvert le père de Line qui s`enlignait avec une chinoise pour revenir avec sa femme lorsque Line part pour un monde "meilleur"... ah que d`émotion....

Carlos qui renie ses amis, parce qu`il se rend compte de la merde qui a engendré le déclin de Line... Tellement une bonne série... j`ai failli acheté le coffret... je le regrette... je le cherche depuis mais il ne semble plus en avoir dans les magasins....alors voici donc, le clip de la finale des Invincibles....

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ça vaut la peine de regarder encore...

so far, so good...

So, for 3 weeks now i`m on a diet... i`ve lost a total of 5 lbs... not what I expected but it`s a start... put it that way, it`s still 5 lbs of butter less on my body... My waist shrunk, 8 inches... that`s my big victory... All in all, i want to lose close to 50 lbs... so, 45 to go... because next summer I don`t want to be mistaken for a whale...

I just realised, 5 lbs... my son was 5 lbs when he was born... (he was prematured)...

picture taken on google...

evening like this...

From time to time, i enjoy just being by myself, take a therapeutic bath, put on my comfy pj, my favorite comforter and watch movies... no pop corn... just my bottle of water... I was expecting to go to bed early but working nights, i can`t sleep...so here i am... laptop, writing and watching a movie!

as usual picture taken on google

PMS...

Enfin la semaine est finie!!!! Mauzus que je l`ai trouvé pénible!!! J`pense que je suis dans mes "pms"... j`vous juge, si j`avais pu, j`aurai commis un meurtre! Blague à part, mauzus que c`est plate ces symptomes-là...

Depuis 2 ans que j`ai le fameux mirena (stérilet), au début je n`avais pas de symptomes, ni de perte sanguine... mais depuis une couple de mois... ayoye!!! Je deviens hyper-émotive, les larmes aux yeux pour rien et assez sec dans mes commentaires... c`est pas mêlant, j`ai de la misère à m`endurer moi-même.... la semaine prochaine j`ai un r-v chez le gyneco... on va voir ce qu`il va dire... ce soir ma chum de fille m`a dit que son Mirena avait cessé de faire effet après 3 ans... j`en suis à ma 2e année et demie....c`est supposé fonctionné pendant 5 ans... en plus, j`ai comme mes règles aux 2 semaines... c`est tellement plaisant... fa que dans mon mois, je suis 2 semaines dans le rouge et 2 semaines avec un caractère de pas du monde hyper-émotive!!!! Quand ça va bien! Sans parlé que j`ai de la misère à perdre du poids ces temps-ci... une vraie baleine!

Une chance finalement que mon chum est à 300 km de moi, il se tannerait certainement, parce que moi-même je m`endure pas!!!! Et vous, est-ce que ça vous arrive????

voici un lien sur le mirena... http://www.sicsq.org/contraception/contraDIU.htm

*photo prise sur google...

Kiss me, I`m not Irish!

Happy St-Patrick`s day to you all, Irish or not! My son was wearing green clothes this morning for school... I looked in my closet and noticed that nothing I own is green... would`ve been difficult to wear something green today...

I took this from google as usual! Enjoy your day and your pub crwal if that is your thing!!!

comparaison

une image vaut mille mots...

photo prise ici: http://www.meteomedia.com/your_weather/details/999/2163519/1

11 years ago

11 years ago I met my boyfriend. I still remember how it happened and how I felt when I first saw him... That`s very special to me. We were in love, some bullshit happened, we went our separate ways for 7 years (which for me was a complete waste of time and failure in my life)... But the good news is that we`re back together...and going strong!

My love for him never stopped. I lost faith in that relationship during the years we were apart. Deep inside I felt like it was unfair feeling all of this for him and not being able to share my feelings for him... I tried so hard to move on but it felt so wrong...

This afternoon, one of my co-worker & friend said to me :" Do you realise that a year ago, you were thinking that you wouldn`t be able to fall in love again and now you`re glowing! Love suits you well and you so deserve it!" She couldn`t have said it better! Thanks!

I am happy! I am in love! I feel complete! There are milions of things that made me fall in love with him... I like the way he looks at me. I feel so proud to be his girlfriend. I love how he makes me feel. I love his green eyes. I love his shape, holding his hand, hugging him. I love the way he lives his passion for things. He`s not perfect, but to my eyes, he`s the one for me. I so love when he holds the door for me or helps me put on my coat... I feel special when I`m with him. I love the ways he interacts with my son. Deep inside I so wish he was my son`s biological father... but he said that he wants to be my son`s father figure and adopt him. I like the way he puts up with my bad temper (trying to improve myself)... I want to be a better person when I`m with him. He gives me the strenght to carry on... I love making love with him and to him... I`d be head over heels if I could become pregnant and give him a beautiful daughter (that`s for another post!) So many things I could write but I wish to keep some for my secret garden... ok, enough bragging about my relationship!!!

All in all, I`m very happy to be able to love him and be loved by him. I missed us, him so much when we were apart...But now I focus on what we have and what we both want in our future together... Right now i`d like to be in his arms, where i feel secure, desired and loved. I long for the day when we`ll move back together... cause 350 km is a pain for me.... just have to sell my house...think positive!!! I`ll move back there, start working somewhere new, leave my family behind (well i`ll come visit), my son will be raised in the city he was born, most important thing is that we`ll be together and it`s worth it.

as usual picture taken from google...